7/20/08 3 years ago  / Paula Sheehan (wife)

I thought of you with love today but that is nothing new
     I thought about you yesterday and days before that too,
     I think of you in silence I often speak your name
     All I have are memories and your picture in a frame
     Your memory is my keepsake with which I’ll never part
     God has you in His keeping I have you in my heart.

3 years  so long ago yet it seems like yesterday, you are missed as much today as yesterday

all my love untill we are together again

love you

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happy 4th of july  / Paula Sheehan (wife)

happy 4th of july i will never forget our 4th 3 years ago a room with a veiw

love and miss you

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the power of love  / Paula (wife)

this was the song playing at this moment 6/17/89 5:30  while i walked down the asile to marry michael 19 years ago today one of the happiest days of my life

happy aniversary michael

The whispers in the morning
Of lovers sleeping tight
Are rolling like thunder now
As I look in your eyes

I hold on to your body
And feel each move you make
Your voice is warm and tender
A love that I could not forsake

(first chorus)
'Cause I am your lady
And you are my man
Whenever you reach for me
I'll do all that I can

Even though there may be times
It seems I'm far away
Never wonder where I am
'Cause I am always by your side

(repeat first chorus)

(second chorus)
We're heading for something
Somewhere I've never been
Sometimes I am frightened
But I'm ready to learn
Of the power of love

The sound of your heart beating
Made it clear
Suddenly the feeling that I can't go on
Is light years away

all my love forever

paula sheehan

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HAPPY VALENTINES DAY  / Paula Sheehan (wife)

[IMG]http://i102.photobucket.com/albums/m82/sxyskittls/Holidays/ 

 

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elton john signs jean jacket for jenna-lee video  / Paula (wife)







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Your a grandpa Again  / Jenna-lee Sheehan (daughter)

this morning at 8:36 lola gave birth to Jr. rockos first son then along came a girl Silvia 9:20. The twins at 9:21 unfortunately only one surrived a boy we named him able aka bucky. 
please care for the one that was a still born love you dady 143 

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HAPPY EASTER!  / JENNA SHEEHAN (DUGHETER)
(Y)
(^.^)
o(( )( )  HAPPY EASTER DADDY!




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Incomplete / Paula Sheehan (wife)





http://www.minibite.com/heartache/incomplete.htm




Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can’t find no rest
Where I’m going is anybody’s guess

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It’s written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

I don’t mean to drag it on, but I can’t seem to let you go
I don’t wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Incomplete










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valentines day and you still away  / Paula Sheehan (wife)
Another valentines day apart

Still you have all my heart to

keep and hold,untill we meet 

again.

all my love
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merry christmas from heaven  / Paula (wife)

MERRY CHRISTMAS FROM HEAVEN

I still hear the songs
I still see the lights
I still feel your love
on cold wintery nights

I still share your hopes
and all of your cares
I'll even remind you
to please say your prayers

I just want to tell you
you still make me proud
You stand head and shoulders
above all the crowd

Keep trying each momemt
to stay in His grace
I came here before you
to help set your place

You don't have to be
perfect all of the time
He forgives you the slip
If you continue the climb

To my family and friends
please be thankful today
I'm still close beside you
In a new special way

I love you all dearly
now don't shed a tear
Cause I'm spending my
Christmas with Jesus this year

Copyright 1990 John Wm. Mooney. Jr.

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Empty / Paula (wife)
They say to hold on ,hold on to what..
A empty feeling ,a feeling knowing that I will never see your face

A empty feeling knowing that no one could ever take your place
A feeling alone
Alone in a place without you by my side 
Empty

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jennas poem to you  / Paula
Date: Thu, 20 Apr 2006 21:44:50 -0400


when I rest my head-
on my bed
for in my dreams, you I hear
I know your near-
in my heart
although we are far apart
as I sleep-
the memories keep-
playing
this is what I am saying
ill never forget
the memories you left
which my mind hold
even when I am old
in my dreams
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michael happy birthday  / Paula
happy 51.........




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1 year ago  / Paula (wife)
it has been a long year many changes and adjustments
there is not a day that goes by that i do not think of you
i miss you so.
one year and still tears
tommorow we will be heading home if that is what you call it.
i want to be here in massachusetts.
i love you and wait very patiently to be with you again.
paula

7/20/06
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happy fathers day  / Paula


1 year ago  the dr  told you that you had 1-2 months to live
seems like decades ago.
michael happy fathers day
you were the best father that any girl could of asked for
il am glad that you had the opportunity to fullfill that part of your life
here on earth
are you playing daddy up there with all my little angels(babies) that died
hope that they are driving you crazy thought you could get away with that by dying
NOT......
i love you with all my heart but you know that
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I'll Be With You 6/7/06  / Paula (wife)

I'll Be With You

When you're standing by the ocean side
And you can see the lighthouse beams
My soul will be shining out to you
To guide you in your dreams.

So, if you ever need me
Look behind you, I'll be there
If your heart is feeling lost and blue
Listen carefully, for I care.

Though you may never see me
Or hear my name out loud
I'll be forever with you
If you're alone or in a crowd.

Always, I will walk with you
Though I'm many miles away
My hand is holding tight to yours
As you go through each passing day.

My heart I left behind with you
To keep you company
It's there for you to whisper to
When you sometimes think of me.

So please, don't be lonely
Don't let the tear drops flow
For you have my love to warm you
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heaven ain't close in a place like this  / Paula Sheehan

heaven ain't close in a place like this
Running willingly down that dangerous path Of memories that shall not last The trees are bent, and some are gone Walking, walking, until suddenly it’s dawn Our road was destroyed by love gone to waste Nothing can be fixed nor replaced Our love had been shattered and we must let that be Hard, I know but you can’t change destiny

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close / Paula (wife)
We will reunite one day in that clear blue sky,
and start over where we left off, with your silent goodbye.

It's almost been a year now and tears still fall,
but tears from a sorrowful heart seem to have no time at all.

We had a bond, not like one you'd find everyday,
I wish you were here, for this I really wanted to say.

Your face I still see clearly, your laughter is still in the air,
why were you taken away from me? It is more than unfair.

And now I must learn life not sure of knowing the way,
you promised to be here to help me, someday.

I feel lonely now, scared and unsure,
why can't you be here to help me through this dark door?

It was you I loved and adored for so long,
but now I'm expected to move on and be strong.

I miss you more as the days go by,
sometimes I ask questions but can't help to cry.

Why were you taken out of my world in a blink of an eye?
only if I would have had a chance to say goodbye.

Life's different now it's just not the same,
I still try to remind myself no ones to blame.

You live in a memory now, a special place in my heart,
and I'll carry that memory close by me,
because there we won't ever have to part. Close

8 months today  / Paula
Acceptance

Acceptance means that you can find the serenity within,
to let go of the past,
with its mistakes and regrets,
move into the future with a new perspective,
and appreciate the opportunity to take a second chance.

Acceptance means you'll find security again
when difficult times come into your life,
and comfort to relieve any pain.
You'll find new dreams, fresh hopes and forgiveness of the heart.

Acceptance does not mean that you will always be perfect.
It simply means that you'll always overcome imperfection.

Acceptance is the road to peace-
letting go of the worst,
holding onto the best,
and finding the hope inside that continues throughout life.

Acceptance is the heart's best defense,
love's greatest asset,
and the easiest way to keep believing in yourself and others. Close

just missing you  / Paula (wife)
michael how can time just erase everything,you not here not having your laughter, you talking to me.I am so lost if feel like I have just been placed in a strange place that I do not know. with ,no direction I am just idle,having you by my side I knew where I was going .I am so lost without you.miss and love you with all my heart whats left of it.. Close